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So...this is one of those fill-in-your-answers-and-pass-it-on things. And today I'm feeling bored and stupid enough to do it. So here it goes......

My ex......hmm...do I even have one? I don't even know who I am. And I'm not even sure if I ever had a relationship with anyone. So do I have an ex?

Maybe I should run away from everything and everyone. Enough sh*t from this life. I want out. I want my life back.

I love things that the rest of the world finds totally boring, pointless and stupid. Like walking around on the streets for no particular reason, and sitting around doing nothing, etc.

I don't understand why some people have to make things be so complicated. It's all very simple, but everybody has to make a big deal out of it.

I lose at everything, even when I felt totally confident about it before. But then again, when do I ever feel confident in anything?

People say I'm cold. Am I? Maybe you wouldn't think that if you could get inside of me. But unless you can convince me that I can trust you, you would never see the warmer side.

Love is too painful. Sometimes I wish that I would never have anything to do with anyone ever again. Me, myself and I. I don't know if I can handle having another person in my life.

Somewhere, someone is with the person I want to see. And this someone, somewhere, is never going to be me. Yes. I'm feeling jealous.

I will always remember certain things, because I don't know how to forget. And even when I try to forget, a million things and a million people will remind me about it.

Forever is a lie. Nothing lasts forever. Whoever said forever is lying to you, because they will never keep their promise for that long.

I never want to sleep, because a million things float into my mind when I lie down. But when I finally do sleep, I never want to get up, because all those same things come rushing back again.

I think the current US President is insane. Enough about politics.

When I wake up in the morning, I feel the loneliness and emptiness the most, and wonder if things will ever be different someday. Why am I feeling like this?! I hate it.

My past was too much for me to handle. The good things never lasted, and the bad things continue on forever. I'm not going to hope for the future, because chances are I'll just get disappointed.

I get annoyed when people constantly tell me things I already know. I know I'm f***ed. I know I'm a mess. I feel like sh*t already. You don't need to reinforce it.

Parties are for anyone but me. Or maybe I'd like to go to one and get drunk so I can temporarily forget everything. Yes. Recently, I've had the urge to pick up smoking and drinking and everything else that can numb me.

My dogs are nonexistent. And I don't even want one anymore. And even if I did want one, chances are I would never get one.

My cat is also nonexistent. But I wish I could have the simple, lazy life of a cat. Can I just lie on the floor like those cats in the pictures?

Kisses are the best when......I have no clue. But for starters, it would probably be better if I could actually relax and really feel it. But who cares, it's not going to happen again anytime soon.

Tomorrow I have a f***ing exam to write, and I only started studying for it a few hours ago. Who's stupid idea was it to schedule a 3-hour exam for 7pm?

I really want to be hugged, and held, and feel the embrace. Yes. The cold, unfeeling me is longing to get close to someone. Even I am having a hard time believing that, but that seems to be the truth.

I have low tolerance for people who think they know everything, but really don't know anything at all. You're not me and you never will be. You don't know anything about what I think or feel, so don't tell me you do.