Guilt

For the last two days, I know my mind should only have been thinking one thing. But the truth is, there was a lot more going on, and they were all things that I really shouldn't have been thinking about, at least not at this time.

I feel bad. I feel guilty. In so many ways, it is not right for me to be like this.

But I cannot stop myself from thinking and feeling all those things.

I know what my priorities should be, and I always have. But I cannot let go of the importance of some other things. You can tell me I'm wrong for doing something that is hurting those around me. But you can never convince me that there is anything inherently wrong.