Nostalgia

Sitting in class tonight, it suddenly occurred to me that it's been a year.

It would have been tonight. I was angry, but even more hurt that I'd get treated that way. I did not say goodbye and there were no hugs. And for the first time that night, I deliberately didn't answer the calls. Little did I know that that would be the last time...

I regret it. I regret that it was that way.

It would have been this past weekend that it all happened. Like every other time, time was limited, but for many reasons I remember that day very clearly. Most of all, I remember the feeling of falling asleep very comfortably. It was then that I realized how amazing it feels to be sleeping next to a warm body...

What I really wanted to say was......[...........].....

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