密友

Do people come together because of similarities or differences? I don't know. But it seems that common ground has a way of changing relationships.

I've 'known' this person for probably three years, but it wasn't until early this year that we actually met. I never really took much interest in talking to her, because to me she seems a little childish. But recently, we've been talking regularly...because it turns out we are both stressing out over the same thing.

For the last little while, I had suspicions about what I read in her blog. Finally, one night we started a casual conversation. She told me about her relationship problems, and confirmed what I had thought. For whatever reason......in return, I told her about my stuff. And it turns out that she also had suspicions about me.

She has fallen for a best friend. The friend already has a partner, but also treats her as much more than a friend. So does she have a chance?

And me...I cannot let go. I know very well what it is that I want, but will the world let me have it? Will you still let me in?

It seems we are both stuck. There's no going forward, and no going backwards.

很久沒有聽容祖兒的歌。無聊拿來聽﹐發現了......"密友"。

彼此間再親　而在眼裡都不配襯
如若靠近　途人便會指控變犯人
即使關了燈　誰又介意家中接吻
然後一吻　無奈讓我醒覺有別人

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我　暗地裡豁出去
見面也於家裡
可惜那字句仍沒法擊退
與密友愛不對
與密友欠登對
反對　若這樣愛的情侶

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很自然地想起hocc的歌......

能成為密友大概總帶著愛

很自然...想哭......