After five cups of caffeine yesterday, I slept for ten hours, or so to speak. Within those ten hours, I woke up no less than five times. Every time I managed to close my eyes, I would wake up with a dream...
All of today, I've been half asleep and half awake. If I had my way, I would not have gotten out of bed at all. I chose not be entirely awake today, because I know my mind is running off in all directions and I would just make myself cry, which in the end, was inevitable.
There's very few people around today. Everyone has places to be and people to be with. And here I am, not worth anything to anyone, not worth anything to my own family, and definitely not worth anything to the person that means the world to me.
I wonder where people are. I wonder who they're with. A part of me is jealous of whoever...
And most of all, I wonder if it would ever occur to anyone that tonight I am hurting and that there are tears in my eyes because I miss them so much.
突然剩我捱下去
即將葬身歡騰鬧市 電話為何仍未響
突然害怕難面對
雙雙友好噓寒問暖 自己仍然無伴侶
佳節熱鬧倒數像諷刺著我
誰人像我一個人誰人沒氣力談情
避免感觸太多感覺太亂難清醒
成全幸福的拼圖 人潮中我漸忘形
這天燈飾照閃 假使你在旁
今天應該更高興
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