Again and again, I stamped "APR 21 2008" onto papers today...
JK used to always count down to her birthday, even when it was months away. A girl that came into the office today was eager to leave and choose her b-day cake. I've gotten so many invitations to people's big b-day bashes on facebook.
Yet, the more times I saw that stamped date, the more depressed I started to feel...
I don't need to count down the days, nor will anyone else. Nobody will buy me a cake, nor do I want one. And I will never be a person that throws parties.
If anything, I wish there was a way to skip that day, I wish I could just forget it completely...
Please...just leave me alone.
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