Last year tonight, I went to watch a show that I had waited for for years. The show was great, but I did not enjoy it, because something more important was missing.
[I once said I would rather not go than to go without you. I'm sorry. I didn't keep that promise, but only because I had hoped for a different miracle. I regret it. After that day, I told myself I would never do it again, because without you it would never feel right.]
Tonight, I sit here writing frantically, rushing to finish a report on a whole year's worth of work. And still, the feeling is not right, and the missing piece is still yet to be found.
While listening to the radio in the car, a girl called into the show saying that she missed someone that she had broken up with. In reply to that, the DJ said...
When you truly loved someone with all your heart and that relationship ends, all the things associated with it don't. The memories will always be there, and you will never stop missing that person. The desire to be part of his/her life will always be there, and you'll always wonder where they are. And most importantly, the love will always still be there.
I agree......Do you?
That pain and emptiness is all too much...
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