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更加了解

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更加愛妳

Bittersweet...

So many words exchanged...
So much that can never be resolved...

If enduring the pain would allow me to keep the love, I'd rather suffer forever.

Perhaps that is selfish, because you would have to suffer with me.

But I'd rather you hate me for that, than to be here without you.

The Other Path

Why is it so hard for some people to understand that not everybody thinks the same way???

Yes. You have very good reasons to tell me to do this and that.
Yes. Maybe you don't like that way I think.
Yes. Perhaps I am not as efficient as you are.
But I do not function the same way you do!!!

Call me lazy. Call me failure.
I'm the one with the information.
I'm the one who's figuring it out.

For f**k sake, I'm no kid.
I will do what I need to do when I feel it is time to do it!
Leave me alone!

Memory Jolt

All of a sudden, all these things appear in front of me...

1) chat logs
2) monkey
3) dream
4) hotel
5) osc
6) people

What now?

Door Unlocked

After almost two years of trying, I have somehow magically managed to decrypt the chat logs.

For some reason I now regret it...

What now?

Frozen

Why do I have this feeling?

Just a few lines of text and it seems so much like you...

The style.
The content.

Maybe I am thinking of you.