Split Second

Out of the 365 in a year, 24 hours make up your special day.

Within these 24 hours, I thought of you, surely, no less than 24 times.

Within these 24 hours, did you think of me for a split second?

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328

Happy birthday, my dear.
I love you.

If only you knew how much it hurts...

Spiral

Mind's racing.
Heart's aching.

Extremely extremely heavy...

='(

Can I...?

Time flies...and I'm missing out on so many things.

Nightmare Continued

1095 days.

Have things changed? Have things improved? I can't be sure.

But I tried, and am still trying.

All this time, I never gave in, and the world hates me for it. But this is what I choose.

When the time comes, will you still be there?

Not Enough for You

I really wanted to send you a gift, but what I had in mind doesn't seem right anymore. What seemed like a good idea before now seems ridiculous and meaningless.

I've been trying hard to find you the perfect card, but none of the cards out there says what I want to say. Perhaps what I need is a blank card.

Running out of time...

In Need...

...of some support...and guidance...and TLC.

Yes. I want a hug.

Yes. Me.

Four Loves

What is affection?
What is friendship?
What is love?
What is God?

Feel

Too much thoughts.
Too much feelings.
Too much emotions.

What am I supposed to do with all these secrets?

It's all so new to me, and it's already killing me.

What the eyes don't see, the heart doesn't grieve?

How could that possibly be true???

The eyes can't see anything, but the heart feels every little bit.

Still Here

I never tried to escape anything.