With my mind still stuck on the ball game, I went to a particular blog last night because I remembered something that was written there.
But all I found at that URL was....nothing.
It's all gone.
Has there been some mistake? Have I been robbed of this last little thing too? It's not my blog, but everything there was a part of my life. How could someone just take away two year's worth of memories from me?
I feel crushed...emotionally, mentally, physically. For all of last night and today, I can feel that squeeze inside.
Has something happened that I don't know about? Have you decided to put an end to all of this and erase everything? Do you really hate me that much that you must erase me from your memory? Or is there some other reason for this?
I've held on for so long because it's all so important to me. Yet, now that I have a chance to start changing things, it seems I've been kicked out of the game for good.
*sigh*
I love you. Always did. And still do. Please...
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