The Big Question

So...a certain person has moved another step further in invading my space...

Drinking at someone's house on Friday night. And (somewhat) on the side, this certain person (200% straight) asked..."Do you like men or women?"

Wow. *shock* I totally did not see that coming.

OK. So I am far from girly. That part is obvious to the world. So I am not at all surprised that people suspect things. And that I really don't care.

But this was actually the first time that someone has asked so directly. *shock*

So I somewhat avoided the question because of something else that was said at the time. But I know she will keep bugging me about this. Honestly, this person is not someone I am willing to trust enough to talk about my private stuff. So now what?

Our circle is too small...this can turn out really bad...

*sigh* I'm feeling like a coward again. Why am I afraid to let the world know that I had a relationship with a girl? This is ridiculous. But when I think of everything that's happened in the past few years, I really don't have the courage to do it.

Here I am, still thinking about someone that I've been missing for two years, but not doing anything about it. F*ck.

GF and family...why can't I have both?