Same class all day. Six hours at a time of a single subject is really insane. By 10am, I have basically already lost interest. So I mostly tuned out and worked on other things for the rest of the day. Whatever I missed...I'm sure I can pick up more quickly and efficiently from the textbook.
Don't know why......just not feeling up to par today.....down, despondent and irritable.
Stressed?...Perhaps a little...seeing as there's two assignments due tomorrow. But then I was already mostly done last night. So that can't be it. And plus...by now, I'm already so used to this.
Tired...as usual. I really need to find myself a new place to crash. Sometimes, home just really doesn't do it. Home is great. But being at home with family means that I have to deal with my own problems...and everybody else's. I need a place where I can just relax and not have to worry about anything. (*sigh*...back to the same problem...and thought....)
Maybe I really should consider moving out? But I don't make enough, and tuition has already put me in debt big time. And...of course...there are a lot of other major implications that will wreck havoc in my life.
Very tempted to drink...or ask M for a smoke. But of course...being me...I did not. Because then I would be a hypocrite. (Although in some people's minds I already am...)
So....I settled for Starbucks and ordered a strawberry banana smoothie.
But...with my amazing luck...the girl got it wrong and made me a chocolate banana smoothie.
*sigh*
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