The Nonexistent Four Years

Aug 10...

If not for all the chaos, X and I would have known each other for 4 years today. But in reality, everything only lasted for 7 months....of which for 4 months, I was totally clueless or unaware of what was going on between us.

I'm such an idiot.

Would X remember this day? Would she think of me today?

I'm feeling that intensely heavy feeling again...