Saturday, October 17, 2009

The Endless Cycle

Once again...for the ten millionth time...we are back at square one.

How many times must I explain myself before you understand that nobody's going to make me change? How many times must we repeat the same conversation before you take me seriously? How many times must we argue about this and f**k up everything before you accept the reality?

Why is that all the pain I've gone through in the last three years is worthless, but you can accuse me of hurting you? Why is it that I sacrificed the person I love only to have you continuously attacking me nonstop? Why is it that my sadness means nothing to you?

No matter how much time goes by, my view will not change. What I want to say I've been saying for the last three years. It's just that you refuse to listen to what I have to say. What more can I do?

I'm really tired of this "game", physically, mentally and emotionally. I don't want to "play" anymore.

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