Due to today's insanely cold weather and slippery roads, lunch with my SJA buddies was cancelled! =P Hopefully, Miss Nurse won't be too busy and we can reschedule it soon!
After some 30 e-mails, my team's celebration party finally happened tonight.....two months later. It was short, but still good. All of us went down to A's place where they cooked Russian food for us.
This party wasn't quite as enjoyable for me as it should have been. I guess there are just too many things on my mind right now that I was slightly hesitant to hang out with this group tonight. With the cold weather, a part of me just wanted to stay home.
For some reason, it really hit me how much I hate large groups. There was only eight of us tonight, but it seems like that was already too much for my liking. I still prefer the three to four people gatherings much more. For the whole night, there was conversation between three people, and everyone else just seemed to listen. Obviously, I was one of those that just listened, as always.
The best part was probably the drive back with R. From the conversations we've had alone, it seems that we really think alike. So many of the things she mentioned were my thoughts exactly. We hate these large group gatherings. We hate the gossip. We hate having to 'fake' the professional business look. Maybe we're both in the wrong place?! R is a good person. If I were to place my trust in any of the eight people from tonight, it would be her.
M seemed a little odd and quiet today. I guess I've somewhat neglected her these past few weeks, considering she always says I'm the one that clicks with her. The problem is I really don't know how to deal with her. To a certain extent, we get each other. But at other times she is too crazy, too nosy and too talkative for me to handle.
I think I was a little more quiet than I usually am tonight.
And this marks the end of this year's Christmas holidays...
Good luck to everyone who's starting work tomorrow!
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