Deflated

Today marks the 2-month point of this work term, and I think the pressure is really starting to build.

For whatever reason, I seem to be more busy than any of the other students.....

In my hands.....all waiting to be done.....(probably some time soon....)....
3 year end files
3 personal tax returns
4 trust tax returns

.......while other people are just doing the personal returns.

Is this good or bad?

On top of that, I felt REALLY stupid today because I spent the whole day just trying to correct the file that I finished a while ago.  I really don't know why it's taking me so long to do this.  What am I missing?!?!


And I just found out today that when I sign off on the files I'm supposed to sign the SENIOR line.  Senior?!?!  Since when was/were I/we designated as seniors?!?!

Aside from work.......

I mailed out the card today.  I sat there staring at it for the longest time trying to decide what to write.  And of course, I was already regretting it five seconds after I threw it in the mailbox.  Only wrote a few lines this time.  I can never seem to find the words.......

BUT.....I threw in my 'business' card.....for what it's worth....

Thank goodness it was super busy at work today.  Otherwise, I would have drove myself nuts for the rest of the afternoon thinking about what I wrote/did.

Tonight......made a mango cheesecake.  I can't remember the last time I actually made something from beginning to end in the kitchen.  But whatever.  It wasn't very good.  Nor did I get a chance to take a pic because someone else already cut it up.  Damn.

Feeling tired and kinda down tonight.

It's March.  And March sucks.  My memory is playing games on me.......