Failure

A year ago today, May 24, 2009, I told myself to start over....

FRESH START

A year ago today, I was about to begin something new in my life (i.e. the grad school program I'm currently in).  Seeing that it was almost like a "next step" in my life, I told myself to put things behind me and start over.  I promised myself I would let go of all the relationship issues and move on.  I promised myself I would not write anything related to X on this blog anymore.

Quite obviously, I failed miserably.

And a year later, here I am at my desk tonight, reading up for the upcoming test, and listening/watching the V Day fireworks outside my window thinking of her again.....

There was a time when we made a list of things that we wanted to do together.  Watching fireworks was one of the things I (eventually) put on the list.

But it never happened.