7/12

Mind is too cluttered to write properly. Random thoughts...

I didn't get my coffee break today. Planned to spend the afternoon working on my papers at a coffee shop or something. Didn't happen, because I was stuck on this f**ken case with M. Five hours and no progress. !@#$%

It seems I've somehow set my foot into another 'gang' recently. Strangely, it's the smokers' gang. I guess because I've been working with quite a few of them recently. We chat more now. And it seems there's a certain amount of trust now. I guess that's a good thing.

So much gossip goes around in this program. I guess because it's so small. I hear so many things about so many people every day. I wonder what people are saying about me...

Why is it that people are always interested in people who are not interested in them? Somehow, it always ends up that A likes B, but B likes C. And in the end, all three end up with nothing.

I miss playing my instruments. Both the piano and guitar are collecting dust. And lots of it.

This case is driving me nuts. Can't get the numbers to work. Haven't organized my thoughts well enough to start writing. How am I going to put this whole paper together tomorrow?!?! !@#$%%

The countdown continues, but the list is getting smaller. What started out as 8 exams, 4 assignments and 1 presentation has now shrunk to 4 exams, 2 assignments and 1 presentation. 18 days to go.

Physically exhausted.
Mentally stuck.
Emotionally numb.