Tonight I'm thinking of a time when I skipped my shift and went to X's house instead...
Spent most of the day relaxing at her place...lying around...watching tv...listening to her voice...sleeping...cuddling...
(with our two little monkeys too...)
Resting...for real...for once...in the comfort and safety of each other...
And then I woke up to that perfect cup of tea that she makes for me...
There's nothing more relaxing...
Every time I pass by the building I still look up to the window and wish I could be there again, because I still cannot find anything that is even close to matching it.
If there was somewhere for me to go, and someone for me to be with, I would skip the $150 class that I have tomorrow to rest and relax.
Because I really am that tired...physically, mentally, emotionally.
But there isn't.
So I'm gonna continue burning myself out, because I don't know how else to numb myself.
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