Found a research article with your name in it. What a relief, to know that you're most likely still working in the same place.
The other day I saw a female paramedic tending to a patient on a stretcher on the side of the road. As before, I thought that it would be horrible if you had to be one of them out in the cold on the dangerous roads like that.
I know you are a great medic, and it's selfish for me to think this. And I know that I no longer have the privilege to be in your life or tell you that I care.
But even if I could never see you again in my life, I still hope that you wouldn't have to be out in the open like that, because I know so well that so many times you've dealt with dangerous patients, dangerous situations and freezing cold conditions.
It worries me and hurts too much to know that you might be out in the danger like that.
I want you to be safe.
I want you to live a good life.
I want you to be happy.
Even if I can't be a part of it.
Even if I can never even know.
I don't care who or what I am to you. Although I have an answer somewhere deep down. But I know very well who you are to me and what you mean to me.
[...........]...forever and a day...
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