Didn't sleep well last night. Woke up numerous times. Maybe because I was afraid I wouldn't be able to get up for work. Maybe because of this dream, which is somewhat similar to the one from a while ago. Strange.
It was a sunny day. I was walking on a path, outdoors, in a park-like place. My family was there too. Even my aunts, uncles and grandparents. There was some guy that I seemed to be close with. And X was there too. X and the guy were walking in front. I was walking a little further back, by myself. A bunch of other people were walking behind me, chatting.
For whatever reason, I sped up to catch up with X and the guy. The three of us were talking. I'm not sure about what, but it was just a normal, friendly conversation. At some point in time, I put my arm around the guy's shoulder. At some other point in time, I was tugging at X's arm, and eventually had my arms around her neck.
Later on, we reached some place that had benches and everyone sat down to rest. I was sitting alone, and then joined by my mom and aunts. My mom started talking to me. Eventually, she mentioned that she could tell I don't like the guy, because the way I interact with him was simply a friendly way. Then she went on to mention how it was different from how I interact with X.
The conversation was very calm. There was no indication that she approved or disapproved about me and X, but her tone of voice suggested that she was okay. Just a normal, casual conversation. But those were the only comments.
What happens next?
So strange, and so impossible, like the other dream. How could X and my family be in the same scene that is not a disaster of an argument?
Why must I dream about such things?
*sigh*
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