V-Day Randomness

Sometimes﹐ I wish I knew how to hate you.  Then﹐ maybe I wouldn't hate myself.  But, to me, you'll forever be the angel with the halo over your head.  How could I possibly hate you?  I never did, never could and never will.

*sigh*

Blank.

So much on my mind, but so little to write.  A million questions with no answers.  A million what ifs.  A million images of things that were and things that could have been.

Sat in the dark most of the night listening to music.  Something has really rekindled my love for hocc lately.  But I can't decide if hocc's voice and music is soothing or tantalizing.

Would you want flowers?  Would you want chocolate?  What could I do to make it special for you?  What would you want it to be like?

Is there someone in your life now?

Ironically, I received an email today about an upcoming exam prep class.  It's been tentatively moved from it's original date to March 27th.  This looks like the safest opportunity I'm gonna get.  Perhaps, my chance is coming.

[..............].......as always.