The Big 25

Significant changes in within your personal and professional lives? I can see the professional part. But what will happen in the personal part? Good? Bad?

Look back 11 years. Eleven years ago, I was in high school and life was simple. Since then, I've been through a lot of ups and downs. Probably more downs than ups. Things have changed significantly and since 5 years ago I no longer know where I'm headed. What are the common threads? I don't know. Perhaps that I can't seem to get control over my own life?

A new life and luck cycle. What does that mean? A new life. For sure, since I'm headed out of school and into the workplace, for real this time. Luck? I don't know about that. I've never had much of that.

Meeting someone of significance? Seems unlikely to me.  The truth is.  If I really wanted to, I'm willing to bet that I can.  But realistically and psychologically, I don't know if I could handle it.  Practically, there are still so many barriers.  Psychologically, there's someone still on my mind (however lame that may be after all these years).

The big 25...which means you're headed to the 3's.

My biggest wish this year is to pass all these upcoming exams in one shot.  This entire process is way too expensive and way too stressful to have to go through it again.

My other wish.........did not come true.

If not for all the things that happened, would you really bring me flowers?

*sigh*

Anyhow...thank you to all the wonderful people in my life.