Last night while I struggled to work and struggled to sleep, I put in that familiar URL to revisit something that would give me the strength to face today's challenge. But nothing was there.
No matter how many times I pressed 'refresh', this is all I got. Even today, I still get that same f**king screen.
What do you mean 'not found'? What do you mean 'removed'? This can't be happening.
Behind that address is an important part of my life and a million things that I will never forget: the fights...the tears...the pain......the connection...the laughter...the heart-warming words and pics...the love...
Behind that address is the person that, for all these years, I've never stopped loving.
Have you decided I'm not worth it? Have you decided to wipe away all those things that were said? Have you decided that this really is the end?
Perhaps, in your eyes, I haven't tried hard enough. But I'm doing what I can, in my way, to get to where I want to be.
What are you thinking?
Please don't take this away from me.
It's all I have left.
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