Thursday, September 8, 2011

I'm an idiot, and everything is my fault.

Today was a f**ked up day, and I'm now at the point where I feel the need to smash something to take out the tension.  But this is all I can get.

Meeting scheduled for 9am.  I get there at 9am.  One person gets there at 9:30am.  Another gets there at 9:50am and says, "You didn't actually get here at 9am, did you? Can we start now?"  Are you f**king kidding me?  You call a 9am meeting, show up 50min late, think that setting 9am was a joke, and complain that we're wasting time?  Quite honestly, I did not want to meet at all today because I could get much more studying done on my own.  I agreed to it because I feel I have an obligation to my group.  And this is the way I get treated.

What was supposed to be a morning meeting did not end until 2:30pm.

So I get home.  And someone is pissed off at me for getting back so late, making it impossible for her to go out to do stuff.  WTF is this? (1) I specifically asked if anyone else needed the car today, and all said they don't really need it. (2) How am I supposed to know that you want to use the car if you never said so? If you told me, I would have changed my plans yesterday.  (3)  You're complaining that I'm taking too long at a f**king meeting?  Are you serious?  I'm working/studying, not hanging out and having fun.  (4)  I have a f**king phone.  You can call and tell me if you need something.

So I get up extra early, go to a meeting that I didn't want to go to, get treated like sh*t, and then get yelled at for something that wasn't even my fault.

Thank you.  This is just what I need four days before this f**king exam.

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