An exam is an exam. Worst case scenario, you fail and write it again next year.
But life...is not like that.
There are things that I can no longer avoid. There are problems and issues that need to be dealt with. Things need to change. And sometimes, there's no room for mistakes and no second chances.
It's three days before this huge exam. Yes, I'm worried about the exam. But I am a million times more worried about all the things that will happen after the exam.
For all these years, I've pushed back all these other issues because I thought now would be the best time to deal with them in a way that would work to my advantage. Now that I'm finally here, it's not like that at all. There are now bigger problems, and more problems, because there are a million things that I did not forsee.
My invisible destination is still nowhere to be seen, and I'm back at the starting line again.
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