Otherwise known as Sudden Unexpected Death Syndrome. A genetic condition where you could die suddenly for no apparent reason.
Thankfully, it's a negative.
How would you change your life if you knew that you could go to sleep at night and maybe never wake up again? After all, people always say you should live every day as if it were your last.
Perhaps the scare was not a bad thing. At least it pushed me to do something that I had never found the courage to do.
It has been an extremely emotionally exhausting day in so many ways. The whole day, I've been worrying about one person and, at the same time, thinking about another person. An extremely conflicting position to be in. At times, I feel bad that this is what was going through my mind. But, what can I do? They are both people that I care deeply about.
Hopefully, this was the very last time. I cannot handle another round of this.
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