The thought of tomorrow's events makes my head spin.
For one thing, there is risk involved, however low it may be. It still exists. Nobody can be sure of anything.
On the other hand, maybe we'll get some answers. The answer might not make a difference, but perhaps it's still good to know.
But the thought of going to this place makes me tense. The possibility of running into someone. The possibility of my worlds colliding again.
At the same time, a part of me wants it to happen. Let's deal with it all once and for all.
The thought of this entire process brings back a memory. It reminds me of something that (to me) was the most hurtful thing anyone has ever said to me.
There are too many things that can go wrong. There are too many ways that this could end badly. There are too many stressful things happening all at once.
Praying that things go smoothly.
Praying for some miracles.
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