Perhaps, even before I agreed to hanging out with this group last night, I knew that there were certain topics that would, inevitably, come up during the conversations. And, as expected, they did. I guess everyone has a certain amount of curiosity, especially when it's a 'niche' circle like this.
The last time I went out on New Year's Eve was many years ago. There was no countdown, nothing special, and we barely noticed when the clock struck 12am. But a lot of things happened that night, and it changed a lot of things in my life.
Last night, on New Year's Eve again, I went out with some friends. For the first time, I told a bit about what was started on that New Year's Eve many years ago. A rather strange (and somewhat awkward) experience. I thought I'd be okay talking about it with this group of people that (for the most part) I've judged to be trustworthy people, but it was harder than I thought.
Either I'm still very confused, or I'm a f*cking idiot whose making excuses for myself. I'm inclined to think it's a bit of both.
At the same time, the conversation brought up a lot of things for me to think about...
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