No need for words...

Another strange dream. This one was slightly scary, but had a happy ending...

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I was at a hospital. I'm not sure why, and I don't know who I was with. But, somehow, by chance, while I was there, I learned that she was there, as a patient.

I left, but went back on my own afterwards. Somehow, I managed to find her, but didn't have the courage to go up to her. I was worried, but all I could do was sit outside and watch what was going on through the opening in the curtains.

Something had happened to her foot or leg. It looked serious, and seemed like she couldn't walk. Her family was there, and they looked very upset.

At some point, her family left. I continued to watch her from afar, through the curtains. It hurt to see her lying there in the hospital.

I thought I couldn't be seen, but then I noticed she was looking at me. Our eyes met. She weakly motioned for me to go to her side. I hesitated, but walked up to her side.

My eyes started getting watery. I don't know if it was because it hurt to see her so weak, or because I couldn't believe that she was still willing to see me. I told her how I thought she'd never want to see me again. She took my hand into hers, and looked me in the eye.

She didn't say anything. But it was understood.

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Are dreams a reflection of the past? Are they a reflection of my current thoughts? Or are they a prediction of the future? A lot of the elements in this dream are bits and pieces from my life. Somehow, they've been pieced together in the strangest ways and she's been thrown into it.

Perhaps because it's March again...

After the events of the last few months, I'm more discouraged than ever before. But, at the same time, some things tell me otherwise.

Where do I stand? What should I do?