#2

I f**ked up.
Again.

10 years, and this is the second time.

And I don't even know how it happened.

If I hadn't ventured away from my normal route, this never would have happened.

Completely out of it today. Even my friend/coworker could tell I was frazzled. But all I got was more work and more challenges.

At many point in time today, I really wanted to let go. But the office is not the place to show your weak side. There's too much on the line.

Suck it up. Put on a brave face. And keep charging forward.

At times like this, I can't help but remember how nice it was to have someone in my life. Someone to lean on. Someone to hug. Someone to take the weight off. Someone who will always convince me that things are gonna be okay.

"Are you okay?"

Yea.
Just fine.
As always.

Tomorrow's another day.