Aug 11, 2012
Congrats, Mr and Mrs I. You've managed eight years together already. Enjoy your lives together, forever and a day.
This was, officially, the first wedding among my own friends. All the other ones I've been to were for relatives that I barely know.
I thought the first would be R+S in October but, "out of nowhere", came K+L today, and J+C next month. It's probably safe to assume that there will be many more in the next year or two.
For whatever reason, you can't help but feel happy at weddings. I'm happy for K+L and all my other friends that are getting married in the near future. It's hard to find someone that you love that also loves you. It's a "privilege" to be able to spend the rest of your lives together.
A "privilege" that I don't know if I'll ever have.
What can I say? Can't help but feel helpless, 無奈。
I cannot see the future. All I know is that I'll be working, and that I need to take care of both my immediate and extended family. There's nothing else.
Today, a friend asked me when I'm going to buy my own place and move out.
I'd like to do that too. And I can actually afford to.
But it's not that simple.
It never is.
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