Yesterday I shared hocc's FB post about the limited edition figure that will be on sale at her Awakening show over the next week...
Anyone who's been following hocc over the years will see the significance of that figure. Not only does it mark her 10th anniversary production, but it also incorporates 小丸子, Little Prince and (if I'm not mistaken) her two cats that have passed away. To any die hard fan who's been around as long as I have, this is one awesome item to have.
Clearly, I forgot to change the settings on my FB post......
Today, somebody has offered to go to the show with me.
I didn't know how to react. Yes, the fan in me wants to see the show. It's the 10th anniversary production and it's a well-known fact that there will not be a DVD afterwards. It's now or never. But somewhere further down, I'm still very reluctant to watch a hocc show. I know that, for sure, it will tug at my emotions way more than I can handle.
I once told myself that I would never watch a hocc show without the right person. Way back then, I made a mistake. I went to watch the show in hopes of running into the right person. I did not enjoy the show. I'd really rather not put myself in this position again.
But, in this case, because of the identity of the person that has offered, I can't say no.
This person knows a lot. This person knows everything. This person knows very well what the connection between hocc and my life is, and everything in between.
This kind of scares me. What is she thinking? Which side is she on?
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