Perhaps the week ahead is looking crazy and that's bringing me down. But what I see through the window has just clouded over all of that even more.
Somewhere sometime you wrote that a friend said it's "scary" to be your friend, because if you're no longer interested you can turn your back without regret, without looking back. I guess I've experienced my share of that. It still surprises me that you could be like that, but deep down, I don't believe that's you. On the surface, those are the actions you've chosen. But the you I know could never be so emotionless. It's in you somewhere, just not on the surface.
What I see (again) now scares me even more.
What is going on?
What is it that I don't know?
And, now, it seems I don't even know how I could possibly even know.
It's scary, and it hurts, that you could walk away without a word. But it scares me even more to see all the darkness around you and not know what's going on.
Please...I don't ever want anything to happen to you.
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