The countdown to the new year always seems to pass me by. Physically, at least. Mentally or emotionally, some things still sit at the back of my mind.
Some years, I don't mind hanging out with a few friends and just having a good time. To some extent, it's a way to take my mind off the heavier things. But it's also nice to just spend time with good people, doing whatever.
Some years, I just have no interest in anything. Perhaps this New Year's Eve was one of these. I guess it's a combination of things. Partly, it's because it's been so busy and tiring that I just want a break: some peace and quiet, some time alone. Partly, it's because my mind and heart are so overwhelmed by things that are too heavy to handle.
When the clock stroked midnight, I was too busy to notice. But when I did finally get to sit down, a lot of things re-played in my mind.
Time keeps going by, but things are still not right.
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