Sunday, August 17, 2014

林二汶 - 出口

























Interesting read.

I don't think I ever worried about her being stolen away.  I had no reason to.

I have to say I was never very confident of myself.  In my mind, I could never understand what it is in me that she saw.  Of all people, why me?  Especially with the age difference.  I was just some kid who happened to strike a conversation.

But I had confidence in her.   200% confidence.  She's not the type to be stolen away.  If she cared about someone, she cared with all her heart and soul.  I never had any doubt about that.

For that matter, to this day, I still firmly believe that she cares.  Whether it's for me, or the ones before me.  She's not the type to just let go and forget.  At least not deep down.

It was my fault. I didn't do enough. I gave her a reason to leave.  I pushed her away.

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