Flux

Getting into the last quarter of 2015, it seems that a lot of things are changing.  For better or for worse, I really can't tell.

Changes are happening in the office.  It's still sinking in for me, so I'm not sure what to think of it.  It's good that we are growing, but how will all of these changes affect the dynamic and the culture that is so important to this place?  Only time will tell.  Or, maybe, this is my cue to make a move.

Perhaps it was good that I made a definitive decision for myself last month.  It is not necessarily the best choice for my circumstances, but it is the most logical and financially sound choice.  Whether that's good or bad, again, is hard to say.  There are things that I need to change, but those changes are not possible without the financial resources to back it up.

It seems I'm playing with fire again.  My curiosity is leading me down a path that I probably shouldn't be taking.  It would be nice to get some answers to all the questions in my head, but if I am right, I could be lighting a third fire.

And fires burn...